What follows is a summary,
at least in part, tracing the reasons why I stopped writing blog posts (with one
exception) for over four years. During that time, I had many complications to my
Bone Marrow Transplant. I only have time to recount a few of the
reasons here.
In early September 2008, I developed Shingles,
Disseminated Varicella Zoster, and Zoster Pneumonia in rapid succession. All
three are caused by a reactivation of the Chicken Pox virus, after you've alreay
had Chicken Pox, usually as a child. Shingles is very painful, as anyone who has
had it can testify. Disseminated Varicella is a dangerous form of adult Chicken
Pox which develops mostly in transplant patients. Some bone marrow transplant
recipients never get their immunities back, which explains why they can get
Disseminated Varicella Zoster -- Chicken Pox as an adult. Zoster Pneumonia is a
pneumonia caused by the Varicella Zoster which has set up shop in your lungs and
can easily become life-threating.
In my case, it took the Zoster Virus three months or more to release me from its grip. What
followed was a series of other complications which I'll write about in more
detail soon.
What prompted me to write a post after all this time? January 27, 2013 was the seventh anniversary of my Bone Marrow Transplant.
I'm somewhat surprised that I've lived this long. Out of the many who had a bone marrow transplant during the same time I did, I'm one of the few who has survived.
Why am I one of only two who survived? In a strange way, I feel guilty.
I do feel good about being alive, though. I also
feel grateful -- grateful to God, grateful to my doctors and nurses, and
grateful to my wife Krissy who has stood beside me no matter what my medical
treatment put us through.
And I'm thankful for each one of my readers, also, who has continued to help me through this.
And I'm thankful for each one of my readers, also, who has continued to help me through this.
Despite the guilt and a nagging sense of loss, I'm
hoping for another seven years of life.
Hopefully there will be fewer complications in the
coming years. The last four years have left me with much to write about. And
there are the current life events which I cannot neglect in my future posts.
I'm back, friends!
John
John